Day One- Your stats
Day Two- How tall are you? Do you like your height?
Day Three- A picture of your thinsperation. What features do you like about this person?
Day Four- Your greatest fears about weight loss.
Day Five- Why do you really want to lose this weight? Are you doing it for you?
Day Six- Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do.
Day Seven- Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care?
Day Eight- Your workout routine.
Day Nine- Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
Day Ten- What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss.”
Day Eleven- Your favorite thinspo blog and why!
Day Twelve- What do you normally eat?
Day Thirteen- Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
Day fourteen- What’s your UGW? When you expect to reach it?
Day Fifteen- Are you vegan or vegetarian? If so, has this helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?
Day Sixteen- When did you first decide to lose weight?
Day Seventeen- Do you have an eating disorder?
Day Eighteen- What food is your weakness?
Day Nineteen- When is the last time you ate fast food?
Day Twenty- Favorite diet?
Day Twenty-One- What are your clothing sizes?
Day Twenty-Two- What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?
Day Twenty-Three- Did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?
Day Twenty-Four- How do you feel about the terms pro-ana/pro-mia
?
Day Twenty-Five- Have you ever purged? If you have describe your first experience.
Day Twenty-Six- What excites you most about reaching your ugw?
Day Twenty-Seven- How do you deal with being around food?
Day Twenty-Eight- Do you want that “gap” between your legs? Why?
Day Twenty-Nine- Your definition of beauty.
Day Thirty- 10 facts about you! And now, what are your stats?
Day Six - Do You Binge? If So, Explain Why You Think You Do
I do binge. And I binge really badly. Not quite on a bulimic or BED scale, but when I binge I go beyond the normal boundaries. I’ll eat beyond the point I’m full, beyond the point I’m bloated, beyond the point of feeling physically sick.
And I don’t know why. If I knew why I’m sure I could find a better alternative. I don’t even enjoy it, and I feel horrible afterwards. It’s not like I’m an emotional eater; I eat less when I feel emotional. It’s not like I’m a boredom eater either; I think of all the things I’d rather be doing while I eat. Trying to convince myself, “go play that video game. Go write that book. Go play on your pole”. And I just keep eating.
Maybe it’s just habit. Back when I used to eat next to nothing, whenever I ate something even marginally sugary or fatty I’d think “Well. I’ve fucked up now. Better carry on fucking up until it’s all gone and there’s nothing left for tomorrow”. Bleh.
I really need to learn self control.
